Chirstmas 2007

Sadness abounds this Christmas day as I asked Santa for one thing and only one thing, unconditional love and as we celebrated with family and friends, my own flesh and blood showed an ugly side as I could do nothing right after two days of preparation and a lot of planning to make one and all happy. The love did not arrive on the sleigh and the punches were tough to roll with and I have realized again how difficult it is to live in a place where I am seen as a liability and a worker bee instead of the son that has something to offer all that are willing to be loved, unconditionally.

So, I will dust myself off and wash the dirt off my person hoping for something that will not happen in my lifetime only knowing that I have so much to give and as long as my creator allows me to walk this earth I will continue to give and love and wonder why things cannot be different and why the smell of hatred permeates the walls of which I reside.