Chirstmas 2007
Sadness abounds this Christmas day as I asked Santa for one thing and only one thing, unconditional love and as we celebrated with family and friends, my own flesh and blood showed an ugly side as I could do nothing right after two days of preparation and a lot of planning to make one and all happy. The love did not arrive on the sleigh and the punches were tough to roll with and I have realized again how difficult it is to live in a place where I am seen as a liability and a worker bee instead of the son that has something to offer all that are willing to be loved, unconditionally.
So, I will dust myself off and wash the dirt off my person hoping for something that will not happen in my lifetime only knowing that I have so much to give and as long as my creator allows me to walk this earth I will continue to give and love and wonder why things cannot be different and why the smell of hatred permeates the walls of which I reside.
So, I will dust myself off and wash the dirt off my person hoping for something that will not happen in my lifetime only knowing that I have so much to give and as long as my creator allows me to walk this earth I will continue to give and love and wonder why things cannot be different and why the smell of hatred permeates the walls of which I reside.
posted by the warrior at 1:24 PM
1 Comments:
Eric, I'm sorry the day was less than you prepared for or deserve.
From my own lesson, it is largely useless for me to confront my parents, making them admit their mistakes, since they will never ever able to see themselves in that light. I can't offer any advice but know that I can sympathize with your struggles with your parents.
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