sunday 03.09
It is another simple case of, if it is not there, it does not exist and life goes on. Only in my mind, it still exists so I am surprised when I call one who just two days ago was talking to often, making detailed plans with me, is no longer available or able to receive a phone call. And if it were over a few hours I could better digest what I figuratively am thinking but because the silence is so pronounced now, over a series of more than two days, I do not understand ones and mores inability to pick up the phone or respond to a left message or a sent e-mail.
All the while I realize that plans do change and rapidly at that and probably the worry is for nothing, just another reason I can give to keep from sleeping at night. Obviously I need to explore this issue further only because it seems to be a recent pattern of mine and the thoughts once so positive and so light have become a darker color that if I allow, and a few hours I have, my mood becomes somber and fight, so valiant, less important.
1 Comments:
Eric, I've lit a candle for you at www.gratefulness.org - the group is titled 4ERIC. I lit two so far, in hopes that the light from those and coming prayer candles will spread over your body and soul. Unless you tell me to stop, I will continue to light those candles-
Peace be with you, now and always.
Bianca
Post a Comment
<< Home