monday 05.06

I am finding that the heat of Texas plays host to an entire new and irritating list of symptoms that may or may not be related to my terminal illness. The feeling of an internal sun burn is unpleasant as is the numbness in the fingers and the legs and ah, I still am curious to know WHY I stopped sweating time past but recent enough to remember the feeling as it made its way down my brow.

For thee days, and I have counted, my ears have rung and tonight, the ringing stopped and I run to the backyeard to listen to the sound a bird really makes once again.